Dear you,
I’ve been taught to not hate other person since I was a little kid by my mom. It’s one of her wisdom that I carry on until now. The words have made me never hate anyone, not even some people that hurt me so much. As I growing up, this stuff most of a time made me weak, but I couldn’t do something about it and I look at it as a positive thing that I have inside of me.
So whatever you think about me, all the things you said that I’ve been done something bad to you, I didn’t take care enough for you as a friend, that I’ve been planned to making your world in trouble, or anything else that made you angry with me, you were wrong. You are wrong.
I never hate you. I’ve tried everything to make you happy about our friendship. I’ve even tried harder to make you happy about yourself. So it hurts me hearing that you now thinking I’m a bad person. It kills me knowing that you hate me because you thought I hate you.
So to you,
Sorry if I can’t see your face again. Because seeing you will make me sad, and I don’t want to be sad. I cannot take care of you anymore. I cannot be a friend like I used to be anymore. Right now I’m learning to forget all the bad things you said about me and I just want to remember you the way I want to remember you. A good person. A good friend.
I don’t hate you.
You just no longer exist.
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