VERTIGO

January 1, 1986 : My father died by heart attack. Three months later, my mother died by breast cancer. Three months later I had my ten years old birthday.

January 1, 1987 : I realize how my life had changed only in one year… my thought was simple: the Christmas gifts, packages, cards, flowers, was far less then the year before when I still had my parents.

January 1, 1994 : Tried so hard to following the other teenagers, celebrating new years eve in one five star hotel with high class friends, partying, and woke up, realized “that was not me”.

January 1, 2002 : Spending new years eve with the very best friend, just the four of us, at Git’s house, that was the truly party with the truly friends, and it was truly me.

January 1, 2006 : My first new year’s eve at Bunderan HI with “teman-teman ajaib”, continued to Edw’s flat, smoke “sayur”, ate in warung indomie, all night talking about “majas”. Hahaha…

January 1, 2007 : Celebrated new year’s eve at Kang Un’s office, still with “teman-teman ajaib” (and I’ll never forget my conversation with my most ajaib friend, next to the swimming pool… hahaha… “peace, dey!”) then continued to Ginkz’s house until morning (don’t ask me what happened, I didn’t remember… hehehe).

January 1, 2008 : Well, still with “teman-teman ajaib”, but this time with my boyfriend (!), celebrated new years eve at Kemang (Supri’s place) then continued to Bol’s house. But the most important thing to share here was that when I woke up in the morning, I was feeling very dizzy, “the world like turning upside down”, then my boyfriend took me to hospital. January 1, 2008, I was diagnosed have a vertigo disease.

And now, even I’m feeling so much better, I’m posting this from my laptop in my hospital room….

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008